AND NEVER GIVE UP.

Hoy es de esos unos días en los que te quedas en shock: pero no un shock nervioso, simplemente no sabes como reaccionar ante diferentes sensaciones o estímulos, es un estado de shock porque viene de imprevisto, y la cuestión es, ¿Es peor que venga después de una mala época, o cuando las cosas están mejor? Es tan difícil de explicar... Así es la vida... ¿Podemos  explicar la vida a nivel personal, íntimo? No, pues creo que estamos en las mismas... A veces es mejor dejar todo llevar, y nunca perder la esperanza, eso es lo más importante de todo.

The rainbow

I know there is a rainbow for me to follow, to get beyond my sorrow, thunder preceeds the sunlight, so I'll be alright if I can find that rainbow's end... 

I will be alright if I can find that rainbow's end...

Hope for the future (after struggling)

I often wondered if there's ever been a perfect family, I've always longed for undividness and sought stability... A flower taught me how to pray, but as I grew that flower changed, she started failing in the wind, like golden petals scattering and I miss you dandelion, and even love you, and I wish there was a way for me to trust you... But it hurts me every time I try to touch you... And I miss you dandelion and even love you...

I gravitated towards a patriarch so young predictably, I was resigned to spend my life with a maze of misery. A boy and girl befriended me, we're bonded through despondency, I stayed so long but finally I fled to save my sanity... And I miss you little sis, and little brother... And I hope you'll realize I'll always love you, and although you're struggling, you will recover, you're gonna make it, and I miss you little sis and little brother...

So many I considered closest to me, turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully, althought that knife was chipping away at me, they turned their eyes away and went home to sleep...

And I missed a lot of life but I'll recover, though I know you really like to see me suffer... And I wish that you and I'd forgive each other...

'Cause I miss you, and really loved you, I tried so hard but you drove me away, to preserve my sanity... And I found the strenght to break away and FLY...

To be continued