AND NEVER GIVE UP.

Hoy es de esos unos días en los que te quedas en shock: pero no un shock nervioso, simplemente no sabes como reaccionar ante diferentes sensaciones o estímulos, es un estado de shock porque viene de imprevisto, y la cuestión es, ¿Es peor que venga después de una mala época, o cuando las cosas están mejor? Es tan difícil de explicar... Así es la vida... ¿Podemos  explicar la vida a nivel personal, íntimo? No, pues creo que estamos en las mismas... A veces es mejor dejar todo llevar, y nunca perder la esperanza, eso es lo más importante de todo.

The rainbow

I know there is a rainbow for me to follow, to get beyond my sorrow, thunder preceeds the sunlight, so I'll be alright if I can find that rainbow's end... 

I will be alright if I can find that rainbow's end...

Hope for the future (after struggling)

I often wondered if there's ever been a perfect family, I've always longed for undividness and sought stability... A flower taught me how to pray, but as I grew that flower changed, she started failing in the wind, like golden petals scattering and I miss you dandelion, and even love you, and I wish there was a way for me to trust you... But it hurts me every time I try to touch you... And I miss you dandelion and even love you...

I gravitated towards a patriarch so young predictably, I was resigned to spend my life with a maze of misery. A boy and girl befriended me, we're bonded through despondency, I stayed so long but finally I fled to save my sanity... And I miss you little sis, and little brother... And I hope you'll realize I'll always love you, and although you're struggling, you will recover, you're gonna make it, and I miss you little sis and little brother...

So many I considered closest to me, turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully, althought that knife was chipping away at me, they turned their eyes away and went home to sleep...

And I missed a lot of life but I'll recover, though I know you really like to see me suffer... And I wish that you and I'd forgive each other...

'Cause I miss you, and really loved you, I tried so hard but you drove me away, to preserve my sanity... And I found the strenght to break away and FLY...

To be continued

Steadied my feet on the ground, raised my head to the sky

I have never been a good songrwiter though I've tried it several times with not a good result. These lyrics belong to one of my favourite songs at the moment ''Close My Eyes'' by Mariah Carey, and I feel very identified with its content. The song talks about struggling with problems since being a child, and how to get through and finally feel alive.

 

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

 
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like a child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

Nearing the edge
Obvious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child falling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

You have given me the courage to be all that I can

You showed me how to spread my wings and fly, so thank you 




(Fotografía tomada por mi amigo Chris en Pola deSomiedo)

HAPPY 18th B-DAY

Felicidades Ms. Brightside! (Que conste que me gusta más nuestra foto de Carnaval, pero sé que a ti no jaja) Te veo este fin de semana con suerte! ;)

I RADIATE SUNSHINE

Being on University helped me to realize how much I miss summer! I bet that, despite all the ups and downs, this was the summer of my life, I've grown a lot as a person, and most importantly, as a friend. So, as Jen Bunney said in an episode of The Hills ''See, there's friends, and there's best friends, such a different thing'', we should apply that (even if that b*tch was backstabbing her friends in her back, which allegedly was) we must LISTEN to our friends and ourselves. It's never too late to heal yourself in they way you want to. I've learnt a lot and I am happier everyday thanks to them... Growing up's never easy, but bad habits and bad behaviour doesn't make that any easier, just think before you act and everything we'll be fine. Through strenght you found love and happiness, now I'd say I RADIATE SUNSHINE. Why don't you do the same thing? BE HAPPY AND LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLIEST.