Steadied my feet on the ground, raised my head to the sky

I have never been a good songrwiter though I've tried it several times with not a good result. These lyrics belong to one of my favourite songs at the moment ''Close My Eyes'' by Mariah Carey, and I feel very identified with its content. The song talks about struggling with problems since being a child, and how to get through and finally feel alive.

 

I was wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

 
But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still feel like a child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

Nearing the edge
Obvious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child falling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)